A Girl in Her Life
There was a girl named Martha.Martha's life is full of happiness.I mean yes,a happiness but a literal kind of it.They don't have problems financially,everything she want she can get.Everything she want she'll get.Her life with her family is great,full of love,full of care,full of God. But, the thing is Martha don't belong to the ways where her family is but Martha gets on the wrong path in life.Because of that the world of Martha gets darker and darker.Everywhere she look hurts,unhappiness she'll encounter.The day came Martha decided to quit.Yes to quit and end her life within this world where she look life cruelly and have said "Life is too much unfair,others are too much blessed with the life they have.Life towards itself,Life towards family,Life towards society and community,Life towards the world.
Why is my life is too much different from the life others have? Me in my self dont even have its confidence,have a lot of problems towards Society and community, towards the world. I can't handle this at all. It is better for me to end up tis life I have. I am nothing and I can only do nothing.I am just a problem in this world.I don't feel real happiness in life. The happiness I felt is way too far from the happiness others have felt. Sorry but I will." But too blessed to hear that Martha turns her back and said "No, I will not do that.Time would surely come I would enter and see the light of his Kingdom.I'll be truely happy in life." Martha keeps praying a and praying but all throughout his life bullied,punished,scolded and becomes his life routinebecause of having self distrust,for not giving self-worth .Martha's life becomes that messy because she don't believe in herself,everything she do fails.Martha was too much down and drained.She don't know yet what to do within her life.Everyday,Martha's life was that heavy and colorless. Until the day came,she have met and found the door of heaven,the door of light,the door of peace,the door of love and unity.Martha was too much happy she's found it all throughout her life.She grabbed the opportunity to get in from that door and strove hard so as to maintain the contrast of the life she have now since she've entered from the kingdom of God,because she know that this is the right time to live a new life. She'll not not let it to just pass over.
Because of that door Martha's life is now aligned in God's will.Martha is now experiencing the real life beauty,the real happiness she's longing for so long to reach out.
Martha was that blessed for what she have in life now together with her family,friends and as well the connection of her to the community. Despite of all those life barriers encountered and to be encounter feel free to fly high and fight agains life throwers stones and have said "Lord,Thank you.Thank you for you let me experience the real life happiness and see the real life beauty which is priceless and unbeatable.Lord,How great you are! I was amazed with the life experiences you gave.How great living life here on his kingdom."
Another life tragedy came.Successive life
problems throwed to Martha's life and to her family.Martha becomes that drained
all over again.Don't know yet what
to do with her life until she reached the Final point of life to give
everything up.She herself sees world a brutal one, a grievous one and have said
" I. I can't handle life at all.It is way too heavy and God! I am totally
drained! I am totally folded and crushed by these life problems. Negatives do still
move and work even in Life to his kingdom. Grrhaaaaaaa!" And said "
Final decision will be Ending up life. Thank You and Good Bye." But what a
miraculous happenings, an Angel from the above heaven came and become an
instrument of Martha's changing of mind. The Angel whispered "My Dear,doing
that is a great life sin.Only God the almighty can get life of a living. If
you'll do that sufferings after death is way too much more heavy than the
sufferings on earth if you are going to do that,you can't be cicatrized. You better
do what's right and avoid negatives.God knows your life hurts and problems
remember that he do answers. Every life burdens is part of God's plan for the
goodness of you
my Dear.Let us Fight with the help of God."
Martha was touched about the
Angel's saying. Martha was
confused about what to do. She was stock between the two because she want to give
everything up because of the heavy burdens felt that can't be carried anymore
or to continue life because living on earth is in purpose. A lot of people have
convinced Martha not to do what she've decided to. And what an overwhelming
decision to hear from Martha.She was too much drained and wants to give
everything up but still she fights for God's Holy spirit is with her.
God
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